What do you do when trust has been shattered? You take small steps forward.
He wants to rebuild my trust and I've agreed to try and allow that to happen. It's not easy. I'm a strong willed, feisty woman and when my mind is set its hard to change it. So why have I agreed to try? Because I love him.
Love is a strong foundation. Sure, there have been jackhammers relentlessly trying to chip away at it, but it still holds firm. Deep beneath, and unyielding.
Unyielding- Much like my stubbornness. However, having time away from each other has given me the time I need to think. Yes, that stubborn personality of mine wants to fight to the ends of the earth, but my heart occasionally steps forward and causes me to revise my perspective.
So, that's what we are doing. Taking small steps and essentially beginning our D/s relationship anew. I have not been making it easy on him. Asking many questions and making him think. Can I ultimately do this again? I don't know.
We'll see where the next steps lead us.
I love you baby. The fact that I love My Good Girl more than anything on this earth is no secret to anyone. I love the idea of starting over with you, rebuilding your trust in me and making you My Good Girl all over again. Please continue to take small steps with, ask questions and even throw in a little of my sassy good girl. I love you baby and thank you for still being the better part of my life.
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