All Sides of Me

Tomorrow I get to see Sir. It's been two weeks and it feels like a month. I'm having mixed emotions about seeing him. There's the loving, tender side of me that is just looking forward to being in his arms once again. There's the animalistic side of me that is looking forward to devouring him. There's the submissive side of me that is looking forward to surrendering to him. I'm thinking that a little bit of each part of me will show up tomorrow, which should make it interesting.

On my last blog entry I called out Sir about his lack of follow through with promised spankings. He says that tomorrow they will be delivered. I had worked up quite the count (part of them due to my sassy blog entry.) I have since earned another set. I am not scared of Sir. I know he will never hurt me. I trust him implicitly. However, I am a little nervous about the quantity. But Sir says that he knows how to administer them so that there will be no real pain, only sweet, desired pain.

But today, we are out of communication temporarily while he gets his new phone. So, I will have to deal with these feelings by myself until I get to see him tomorrow and let all my sides and feelings take over. And that ain't an easy thing!

Being perfect, doesn't mean perfection

I love you baby. I love My Good Girl. I love my sub. Anyone reading this blog knows that I love her and will always love her.

Recently the issue of could My Good Girl continue to be my sub, if she continues to make mistakes came up. Making mistakes is a common, if not, essential part of being a sub. Mistakes our the most basic ways that humans learn.

Any Dom, with any common sense, knows his sub will make mistakes and will make then on a regular basis.

My Good Girl needs to know that you are a perfect sub. You are so because you choose to submit, you choose to be Dominated and you try so hard to please me. That is why you are perfect.

When you make mistakes, it's my job to correct you, teach you properly and guide you in the right direction. Failure to learn from your mistakes is my fault.  My fault for not guiding you properly.

Lately, you have needed me to be more assertive and that you can count on happening.  I love you baby and I am so sorry for using mean language with you. It too will never happen again. A good Dom should not need such language.

I love My Good Girl, we are still learning and growing and I  will never give up on us. Count on it!

Release Me From The Chains that Bind Me

Sweet Stinging Rosiness

Yes, I'm still Sir's Good Girl, a submissive, even when there is distance between Sir and myself, but it's not the same.

I long to be close to him and to feel his firm hand bringing that sweet, stinging rosiness to my cheeks. I find myself being sassy when we talk on the phone, in the hopes of building up spankings that will hopefully be delivered the next time we are together.

Sir keeps promising that spankings will be delivered, but I have my doubts. Often times, when we are together, he has missed me so much that he is only tender and loving and the Dom side doesn't come out too much. Not that I'm complaining about the tender, loving side, but I am also Sir's Good Girl and I need my Dom. I'm sure he needs is submissive as well.

So, I will continue to be sassy and see if Sir is all talk or not.

That's right Sir, I'm waiting...