Last night something happened that I'm not too happy about.
He abused his power.
He had promised to read the most recent blog post and comment while I was at an appointment. After the appointment I checked and there was no comment. So, I asked if he had read it yet. He said that he had but hadn't gotten around to commenting. My only response was, "Oh." All of a sudden he went Dom on me to try and elicit a behavior he desired, because apparently, he thought I was mad that he hadn't responded. Even if I had been mad that was a blatant abuse of power.
Rather than simply say, "I know I promised to read and respond, but I got busy with work. I'm sorry." I get Mr. Dom telling me what I will and will not do! I'm not a puppet for him to pull strings to do what he wants me to do.
My sub does not like his Dom very much right now, and I am detesting his Dom immensely.
How can he expect to rebuild trust when he abuses his power?
I wish the world to know that My Good Girl is 100% right. I abused my power and position with her and did so for my own selfish reasons. I tried to control her actions and emotions. I have always said that being a Dom should never be about power or control, but about knowing what your sub needs and guiding her to meet those needs and any Dom that thinks it’s about power and control is a poor Dom. I stand here before the world and tell you that I am a poor Dom. I have tried to make excuses for my actions, but the truth is that there is no excuse for what I did. Baby, I am so very sorry for using my position to try and make you act or behave in a certain way. I was so wrong and I’m so damn sorry. Please believe me and please forgive me. I truly, madly and deeply love you. I am so very sorry.
ReplyDeleteI wish I could copy and paste what I texted you. This is a journey for us both and I'm glad your mind is open. Please don't ever abuse your power and please never take me for granted. I'm more fragile than you realize.
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