Sir and I do not live together. Hell, we're not even in the same zip code. That's right, we have a long distance relationship. Not only do we have the typical challenges that a vanilla couple has with long distances, but we have the added layer of the D/s component.
I think this may be why it is that much harder when we have to say goodbye.
Not only do I depend on Sir for his love, protection and guidance, but he depends on me for my love, devotion and support. We truly bring out the best in each other, even when it's learning through misunderstandings.
I am a different person when I'm with Sir. I'm the person I have evolved into. He does not judge me or wish to change me. Sir accepts me and all my facets. By doing this, he helps me to be an even better version of myself.
And I love this woman!
So yes, when we are apart it pains me even more because this other woman, this different me, becomes lost. And we struggle to come to some semblance of balance.
I miss you, baby. I miss you, Sir.
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