Tomorrow I get to see Sir. It's been two weeks and it feels like a month. I'm having mixed emotions about seeing him. There's the loving, tender side of me that is just looking forward to being in his arms once again. There's the animalistic side of me that is looking forward to devouring him. There's the submissive side of me that is looking forward to surrendering to him. I'm thinking that a little bit of each part of me will show up tomorrow, which should make it interesting.
On my last blog entry I called out Sir about his lack of follow through with promised spankings. He says that tomorrow they will be delivered. I had worked up quite the count (part of them due to my sassy blog entry.) I have since earned another set. I am not scared of Sir. I know he will never hurt me. I trust him implicitly. However, I am a little nervous about the quantity. But Sir says that he knows how to administer them so that there will be no real pain, only sweet, desired pain.
But today, we are out of communication temporarily while he gets his new phone. So, I will have to deal with these feelings by myself until I get to see him tomorrow and let all my sides and feelings take over. And that ain't an easy thing!
Tomorrow can't come soon enough. I have missed My Good Girl so much. I know when I see her I will simply want to hold her, love her, and cherish her. But the Dom inside of me has plans for her as well. She has accumulate quite a few spankings that must be delivered. I also have plans for her ultimate submission in learning to trust her Dom. I love My Good Girl and while I will make you sting and slightly swell, I can assure you that all the pain will be sweet and delicious. I will see you soon baby,
ReplyDeleteOh yeah, I love what you wrote baby. I love you and always remember that you are Mine!
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